Riding with a Horse on the Road

You'll love riding with a horse on the road! Its fun! Trailoring them behind you provokes many peoples curiosity and as a moth to flame, a horse and its trailer draws the idiots to it.

People love talking to you:

They are always like "oh wow is that a horse?" to which you respond, "no just a very short giraffe"
then they get all confused
I have sadly had that situation before
They gave me the oddest looks after that as if to say, "Giraffes look like that? How odd, I always watch the discovery channel and never see it on there. Is it a new species?"
"Um yes, its called the 'Youesa Retardis' its a very special breed"
"OooOoh....hun get a picture!"


I had one person petting hmy horse through the bars while I was paying for gas and I was in a funny mood so when I came out I told the lady, "Watch out. Shes an attack horse. Very vicious." and they got all scared and were all "wow, she must be really good with her job being so big and all"
I just shook my head


To which me and my friend go to laughing, thinking of others ways to freak out the idiots out there:

Friend: "Careful! Shes RABID!!"

Me: LOL
just get her to eat some cream before hand
lol

Friend: lol "sure you can pet her, she LOVES the taste of human flesh"

Me: hehe
"careful, when she gets that look in her eyes you never know what shes thinking......OH GOD DONT LOOK HER IN THE EYES!"
*ducks down*
Friend: LMFAO
we are going to get arrested


Ah yes, Good Times, Good Times.

~A Complexing Thought of Intricate Patterns~

So I started thinking the other day, to which then formed thoughts and ideas into my head today and since I have had trouble concentrating and am depressed these last couple weeks I will take my wasted time, gather it up and roll it into shape in the form of this blog. Pretty exciting huh? Yeah I didn’t think so either, though the winding of words that spiraled through the vast spaces on this page seemed to intrigue most, especially since most people do not even know what the meaning to these most intricate words are. Of course if you are not of the most complicated or inexorably motivated person you would have given up within the first sentence due to the horribly confusing array of words that are now taking up the space on this page. Some may call this a rant but it is but a sorting. A sorting between those who are able to think outside the box and keep up with the intellect of what most Americans SHOULD be at and those who are what typical Americans are like at this time, very simple. Now for those who are still clinging on for dear life and are actually attempting to understand the ‘sorting’ of a 19 year old girl, just understand this my little fish in the sea, I am not saying anything against the American population as I am also American. Yes I am a mutt of sorts but I am an American citizen and always will be, I am merely stating that we have become lax in our education as well as our manners. We are currently number three in the world for education if I remember correctly and considered one of the most rude countries in the world. Now I would also like to point out to you English teachers or enthusiasts that yes I am not always using proper sentence usage and punctuation but that is merely because this is my blog and quite frankly I do not feel like taking the time to fix that. I am letting the thoughts flow out of my head as I write this and any stopping for punctuation may interrupt my thoughts and leave me lifeless to the things in my head. The vault will close, do not pass go, do not collect $200 and you will be left with no climax and no conclusion. An English enthusiasts worst nightmare.
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you. Now I did leave out the last four words because I would very warily ask you to identify the culprit who was honestly intelligent enough to be able to know and say this paragraph. Then again when you know who it is you lose a tad bit of respect because you know he himself did not think it up and that every word was most likely looked up. It is still amazing to me as I did not know there were that many V words in the dictionary.

I was intrigued the other day with thought about people and depression, especially since I know I have depression all the time. See I am depressed but that’s just something I know I cannot help on my own. I am depressed but I don’t really let it effect me. I do not mope around and tell myself that life sucks and I should kill myself, etc. I am depressed but I always say, “ok, your depressed. So what? Move on with your life, its not going to stop because your unhappy.” This brings me to a very important quote by Helen Keller “When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that had been opened for us.” It is very true that we are so stuck in what is making us unhappy that even if the situation improves we always are stuck on what happened. We are unable to accept that we have a new path that has been made for us, well paved and free of snaring bushes and thorns. Along the way we may stumble on a rock or a root but we always find a way to brush ourselves off and keep going.

Arizona!

This is my baby girl Arizona! (The blonde hottie LOL) Look at that fine ass up there! LOL



This was looking through the car mirror in case you didnt figure that out already. This is when we still lived in Tucson Arizona at the Head To Tail Riding School show at Cielo Tierra Ranch. :)

V is for Vendetta!

V for Vendetta! The catch line of which is: People should not be afraid of their governments. Government should be afraid of their people.

Set against the futuristic landscape of totalitarian Britain, V For Vendetta tells the story of a mild-mannered young woman named Evey (NATALIE PORTMAN) who is rescued from a life-and-death situation by a masked man (HUGO WEAVING) known only as “V.” Incomparably charismatic and ferociously skilled in the art of combat and deception, V ignites a revolution when he urges his fellow citizens to rise up against tyranny and oppression. As Evey uncovers the truth about V’s mysterious background, she also discovers the truth about herself – and emerges as his unlikely ally in the culmination of his plan to bring freedom and justice back to a society fraught with cruelty and corruption.

The movie I thought was going to be horrible and honestly I was tricked into seeing it as I was invited to the theatre with my mother and did not ask what movie. I was a tad dissapointed when I arrived and found out it was in fact V for Vendetta. I was even further surprised to find though that within the first 3 minutes of watching it I was captivated and truly wished the movie wouldnt end and that this "V" guy was real and that I knew him. The film was both serious and funny so as to keep us humored as well as to peel our eyes open to what he had to say to us. It's not just a what if situation but he was talking about things going on today which not everyone understood I am sure. The fight scenes were incredible as was the ending part where Evey was "set free" (you'll see what I mean) the only thing that could have improved was the story telling of "V"'s life because it was a bit strewn all over the place but they still pulled it together. It all made sense by the time they finished his story.
The thing that most intrigued me about this movie was the actor who played V was able to pull off so much emotion and just the whole character with NO facial expressions. You didnt see his face once yet you could almost see him cry, be sad, laugh, smile and all that. The acting for him was beyond superb, it truly amazed me. I also thought the slow down action scenes were beyond cool because they showed all of his moves and drew out the scene so you could actually appreciate his moves instead of the fast paced action movies where they need to put in 30 fight scenes to make up for the one fast one. There was no pointless murder or killing sprees. He only killed when he needed to defend himself or when there was a point behind it. This left only about 4 or 5 fight scenes in the entire movie. For an action movie that is amazing to be able to have that few and still have a great movie. The speech V gave evey in the opening was also stupendous! I didnt know there were so many V words! LOL I was also in stitches when the scene drifted to him cooking in an apron later on. So I definatly loved this movie.
Again, two kudos for the movie and I will be first in line to purchase this movie. :)

The Glass...is it half empty or half full?

I was irritated the other day when I came upon a survey that asked if the glass was half-empty or half-full. I was even greater annoyed by the fact that the person wrote that it was "Definatly half empty. Life sucks." I cannot reason or understand as to why the glass is always half-empty to people. I personally like to say that the glass may be half-empty at times, and at other times it is half-full...the thing we dont realize is that there is always someone who will refill our glass. If you go through life saying how much life sucks and you dont do anything to try and improve that life than how can you ever get your glass refilled? It's like being at a resturant and complaining that the waitress isnt refilling your glass, but the whole time you are holding your hand over the glass so it cannot be refilled. If you wallow in your misery you will always do so. If you try to make a difference then you will. "When I hear somebody in sigh 'Life is Hard' I am tempted to ask, "Compared to what?' " (Sydney Harrris) I have also met people who are all "I've tried for years and nothing is happening, I give up." That is ridiculous. Nothing can come about in such a short time. Of course you may be the lucky few who does have good fortune just laid at their fingertips in their first shot at it but for us less-fortunate people we have to work harder at it and for many years. Also, if it's not working out for you the way you planned then you are obviously crossing your T's where you should be dotting your I's. Take a day and reflect on what you've been doing. You may see that you have just gotten yourself from one rut to another, there may be something in the formula you have to change. Like they say: "When one door of happiness closes another opens, BUT often we look at the closed door so long that we do not see the one that has been opened for us." (Helen Keller)

The Sad Story with a Happy Ending

There was a man who was born unto this world who was destined to do great things. This man grew up to be well educated and extremely smart. Averaging with a 140 IQ this man took his knowledge out into the world and went on touching the hearts and minds of everyone he came in contact with and even some he didn't. Most of this came from the broken childhood that Jacob had emerged from. He never felt that his parents, especially his father loved him enough. When he finally struck out and left home he believed his father would be proud of him and his success but he never recieved the thumbs up he always wanted. This man was named Jacob. You might have also guessed with his IQ and good fortune that he is quite handsome. Jacob was tall, about 6 foot with sandy brown hair and gorgeous green and hazel eyes.

Jacob also had a sister whom he was very close to. Her name was Rachel and she was very much like him yet so different. Rachel was about 5'7" with darker brown hair that had natural highlights of red and blonde. Her eyes were also sparkling green with hazel and some blue in them. She was of a good weight, not fat but not entirely too thin either. She was a cowgirl who loved to do rodeo on her horse and she was convinced that that was the only reason she kept in as much shape as she was. Rachel was an interesting person. She wasnt as smart as her brother but not too far off, (she scored a 116) but she had troubles applying herself to school studies. She was too free and definatly not one you would want to contain to a desk for long periods of time. She would rather be mucking out horse stalls all day than have to sit at a desk job. Rachel was raised by her father, being as he was divorced by their mother Charlemaine when she was about 12. Charlamaine though had left for a job earlier so left more around 11 coming back every once in a while. Due to this and the many fight she witnessed grew to hate her mother Charlmaine. Her father was good in the sense that he raised her well, taught her morals and respect as well as gave her pretty much anything she asked for within reason. But he failed in the sense that he didn't really see her as a daughter but a trophy to show off to everyone and when his trophy didn't shine he got very upset. He would get angry and say bitter words of dissapointment to his trophy and threaten her. In this way she was different from Jacob, She suffered more by being the center of too much attention and Jacob suffered by not having enough attention. Cruel world isnt it?

Now when Jacob was younger we discussed how he moved and went to school in hope of approval (though he never admitted it and never will) . Well this school was in Michigan and he went to ERU (Emu's Rule University) and once he graduated he eventually bought a house in a remote area to live his life. Again his father never gave him the thumbs up for him purchasing his first house. So, Jacob got lonely and seeing how unhappy his sister Rachel was asked her to come up and move in with him. Rachel of course agreed only as long as there was a way for her horse to get up to Michigan with her. So Jacob readily agreed, paying the horse vet bills, Transportation and getting her up here ASAP. Rachel left Tucson behind as well as her horse (who was to soon follow after her) and then traveled the harsh road up to Michigan, her father at the wheel. Now her father was very harsh to her and only spoke words that put her down and made her feel like trash so by the time she reached her destination she was weary and her heart was heavy.

So finally the father left for Tucson again in a bit of a rush due to an emergency and Rachel settled down in the room Jacob made for her. The first month was tough as she had to learn how to be idependent; which she had never really been before.

So the months went by and Jacob and her had a good time being the close brother and sister team they had always been. People always thought they were either twins, married or a couple which of course always made them laugh. Then one day an evil witch came to the land and her name was Britney.....yes....Britney the evil witch. She had previously spellbound the young Jacob and was trying to do it again. Of course being the good sister she was she tried protecting Jacob and fought to keep the evil witch at bay with chocolate and pink clothing. All which worked but not well enough.

One day Rachel was sitting quietly at the computer talking to her boyfriend Riser on AIM and was saying goodbye when Jacob came over and started talking to her. He said things that suddenly led her to guessing in her mind to which she blurted out, "Shit. Your gonna marry her." Jacob just looked at her with a big silly grin on his face and confirmed her accusation. Rachel like normal, took it calmly and tried reasoning with him. After seeing no reason she went along with him and said she supported him even though she didn't agree with it. So off they went to the evil witches castle.

Now the evil witch even had a little cackle she had when her plots and plans were going correctly. Rachel struggled watching her poor brother Jacob who was madly in love being used in such a way. See the problem wasn't that she was evil in general cause Rachel didnt mind evil, she planned on running the many armies of Hell one day, but the thing she hated was that her brother loved her so much yet she didnt love him like she needed to. Britney loved Jacob much the same way Rachel loved her brother. Basically not IN love. For weeks Rachel as well as all of Jacobs friends tried convincing him that there was something wrong with the equation. But as you would guess he refused to believe and as Psycology class proved he turned from us as a defensive manuever to protect her.

Now Rachel started making friends with all of Jacobs friends....well old friends so to speak since he stopped talking to a lot of them since getting together with Britney. The main person she talked to was Tess. Tess and Rachel became really good friends as they were both pretty blunt and very funny. They got along really well. Soon after they started talking, Tess admitted how much she loved Jacob and was frustrated as much as Rachel was that he was going for this evil witch Britney.

As the days turned in to weeks and then into months Rachel became very sad. This was so because her brother Jacob never came home anymore. There was one point where in two weeks she saw him two days of it and one of the days was only for two hours before he left for her house again. The worse part is when he did come home it was usually Friday night when she worked really late with her horse. Now Friday night is when Rachel works till she is literally sick with fatigue and so the rule in the house is to not bother her until her body wakes her up Saturday. Not when Jacob comes home with Britney and her daughter Valentina who was only a year old. They always played above Rachels room and Valentina was crying by 8 am and of course woke her up. This was just irritating cause she needed her sleep in order to function and to keep herself from getting sick. Rachels heart was heavy when she realized she may have to move some day within the ending of the year. Even Britney expressed how irritating it was that Rachel would be taking up the basement. With such clashes and such a free spirit Rachel wasnt sure if she could live there like that. This seriously made her sad since she liked it there and Jacob had made the room for her by hand. So of course Rachel was extremely depressed over all that was happening, she loved her brother and saw everything crashing down like pulling the wrong block on the Jenga stack...and Britney was that block.

But even though she was very sad Rachel was also very strong at heart and with her will. So she and Tess concocted a plan to defeat the evil Britney. Now the one thing that Tess and Rachel knew was that Love prevails over all evil right? So they would use love to their advantage. They just hoped it was enough to rid the land of the evil witch. So Rachel and Tess went to Tess's brother Frogger and they enlisted his help. Together they gathered all of Jacobs friends and they all expressed how much they loved him and wanted to make sure he was okay. As the calls and meetings kept coming in the evil witch started to weaken. Jacob started to see through her mask of lies and deception. He saw that she didnt love him the way you need for a relationship and that she was using him because she needed to. She was evil, living with her parents and had a child with no income besides her waitressing job. She needed a resource to get all the rich things she was used to and he was starting to realize this as she demanded more and more of him, even relying on him like he was a servant and had him waiting on her. She was also filled with jelousy, so entranced in the thought that he might figure her out any minute she kept all the nice loving girls at bay and cursed him out whenever he talked to them. The first step in love is trust. Without trust you have nothing and she obviously didn't trust him even though she should. She should be able to leave him in a room of women all alone and know he will not betray her. THATS trust. So Rachel, Tess, Frogger and her friends were winning the battle but there was a final battle they must have just between the witch and rachel and Tess. The Battle for the Lost Heart!!!! **Dramatic music**

Tess and Rachel raised their swords and Britney raised hers....they glared at eachother...they moved right....they moved left......and then.........................AAAAAAGH....oh sorry, scared myself.......ahem....anyway.....and then.......they dropped their swords and TACKLED eachother! Thats right! A THREE way cat fight! None like this has ever been tried before but alas there was history in the making before you! They pulled, they screamed, they scaratched and clawed, even punched! Purple Nurples, Titty twisters and Charlie Horses were all administered, even biting! It was horrible! Finally Britney got up and started running, but alas they wouldnt let her get away that fast! Rachel jumped on her horse to chase her down as Tess threw a rope to her as she ran by on Thunder, her golden horse of PURE SPEED! Muahahahhahahhaaha.....**cough**

So Thunder and Rachel roped Britney and tied her up like a goat tying championship was going on to which Tess came over and kicked while she was down a little and then prodded her with a sitck. HEHE Jacob came over and announced that he finally realized what we had all been telling him and announced that he was done with all the evil in the land and ordered her away. Tess and Rachel happily threw her on Thunders back and told the horse to take Britney and her child to the land of Thurmalea where she would never be heard from again. WOO-HOO.



"That I love you, I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing ifI don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last dance' Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up' Cause you know, you know, you know"

Hmmm

Okay so this is my first post and I honestly dont know what to say yet. I just thought it would be a bright idea to put all my thoughts on paper...so to speak. But seriously who really cares as to what I am thinking? Are you so bored that you have to pry into other peoples minds? Seriously now go get a hobby or something...unless you are as pathetic as me and find it next to impossible to pry your eyes away from the computer...if thats the case then read on....loser.